Life has a way of humbling us. Its a long, hard journey. In the hopes of helping someone else that has lived the horror I have, I have begun to think about forgiveness, and what that means to me. It’s something I dared never think about before, because of how unfathomable Nick’s murder was and how much I love him. I have hung onto all the hate almost as a banner to show my love for Nick. But, I need peace. I don’t think forgiveness is a simple destination, but something that ebbs and flows and will take time. I don’t want Nick’s legacy to be filled with hate, when he was filled with so much love and joy and that’s what I am going to focus on moving forward.
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