Friday, June 4, 2021

I never thought I'd be here

                     Updated photos of Debbie Soule




UPDATE!  She has married and is also going by the name  DEB FITZGERALD


 Before I begin, I wanted to urge you to go to the blog archive on the right and begin reading Nick's story from the beginning where I began in 2013.  I started this so everyone will know what Deborah Soule did,  how she viciously beat to death and murdered a sleeping two year old boy.  

Deborah Soule's maiden name is Debbie Barbas and she is from Brockport NY.  She now works at Hudson Link in Ossining NY but travels often to Brockport NY.  Reading through the transcripts, Deborah blames Nick's murder on many things, one of which is the abuse she endured as child by her father.  She further states that her mother did nothing about the abuse. She goes on to victim blame Nicholas himself, stating that he was delayed (he absolutely was not) and had some abnormally high tolerance for pain (which is also a lie). Debbie also states that Nick did not cry out during the attack.  Which is absurd.  God knows he did, Debbie, you know he did and so does your daughter, let's not forget she saw the whole thing.  Yes I am bitter, I will never get over this, but one thing you have wrong is telling people I am lying...you are the liar.  You are the manipulator and you are the evil murderer.   I hope you enjoy what you can in this life because I know you will rot in hell.    For people who you try to convince you simply "snapped" one night.  That is not true, you abused Nick for months and tried to blame it on your daughters, just like you tried to blame Nick's death on them as well.  I will never be quiet, I am not going anywhere.  I will forever be Nick's voice and make sure everyone knows what a monster you are. 

Here is the last transcript if you can stomach it. 

2021 Parole Transcript


Nick and his Grandma<3

   Nick and his Grandma<3

Thursday, March 18, 2021

The monster has been released

 I am still trying to adjust to Deborah Soule's release from prison.  I apologize for my lack of words as this has been a difficult time for me and my family.  Deborah Soule was released into Queens NY.  I wanted to share a podcast that my sisters Patty and Michele did.  I want to thank them for doing what I could not do and thank the "Mourning the Murdered podcast" for caring about Nicholas and helping his voice be heard. 


Nick's Podcast


Saturday, February 20, 2021

The monster is being released

 I was contacted a week before Christmas that instead of having her parole hearing in September 2021,  Deborah Soule (maiden name Deborah Barbas) was receiving a new parole hearing ASAP.  I found out she is now being released at the beginning of March.  I will update with more information soon.